Can't Stay Sober (feat. MattMillz)

She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober She asked me why, I said I don't know I fucking tried. These drugs won't let me go I'd rather be stoned. Even if I gotta give you up and be alone I know it's coming, feel it in my bones I f*ck with the molly, I f*ck with the addys I f*ck with your girl and she callin' me daddy I'm ballin' like magic, I'm so far from average I'm movin' the bar up so far you can't grab it Go harder and harder, can't stop me, goddammit It's tab after tab till my conscience expanded Couple bad habits, she call me an addict I'm lost in the void but I'm feelin' fantastic She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober She asked me why The truth is I don't want to And sometimes I need the peace of mind more than I need you But I can't be alone And I won't be even if you leave I keep an option B through Z inside my phone Stress and depression got my mind all crazy Same trademark smirk, but it's all fugazi Got a girl back home, we don't talk much lately Stay too wavy to let shit phase me Barely managing, stressing, I'm a manic depressive Panicking and desperate, man with a death wish And plans to get reckles, feel famished and helpless Drugs damaged my essence, f*ck answering questions I tried to find balance through uppers and downers I don't f*ck with crystal, I don't touch no powder Mix molly and acid, it doubled my power But it started from nothing, so f*ck all my doubters She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober She asked me why I can't stay sober I said this storm is dying down, this bender's almost over Although I've been living life a little bit slower Even when I try, I can't stay sober