HOW YOU BEEN?

Relax Everything is gonna be okay I've been I've been I've been I've been I've been yeah I've been I've been I've been I've been I've been yeah Ok I've been dealing with my own self identity Devil demons tryna get a hold and get rid of me Close friends loved ones turning to my enemies Talk about god's plan don't know if he's saving me Wanna shoot myself 10 times with a pistol Life fell down so fast like a missile I been treated badly like you don't even know Heart shattered so many times like a crystal I've been rapping since the age of 15 I'm tryna show the world my rap you'll see I'm going through the struggles of life sadly You said that you would stay you left hurt me I try to not to blame all the pain on you I focus on myself but it is cause of you Sacrifice the love all the time all the money Did it all for you but I guess you don't love me I've been I've been I've been I've been I've been yeah I've been I've been I've been I've been I've been yeah Ok I been closer to death than to live I feel like I'm Anakin going to the Sith Falling for the love now I don't wanna exist Hurting deep inside so I'm gonna Plead the fifth Pray to god for the things to get better How do I feel when the doubts from your mother Worried she would leave and just Leave me in the gutter like f*ck my life Does it even fucking matter I been smoking I been drinking I been living I'm partying all night but I'm really going through it I don't care about shit so you May just call me stupid I don't need no Bitch so I say it and repeat it The old me gone and the old me dead I got new goals so they stuck In my head I'm judging myself But it's all for the process talk your Talk yo shit boy tell your girl to watch this That's how I've been tho Yeah yeah LUV