Pray For Me

There's no mirror mirror for me, Its broken and shattered, Why I keep seemin to fall down, When so far up the ladder Im hopin to master Holdin on to the shit that really matter But keep fuckin up, Like what the f*ck is the fuckin matter Instant gratification im facin every day When I should be strayin, Im playin w my sins, I know god been waiting patiently He pray for me More than I care to take the steps To awaken the beast Im sitting dormant, i'm your father snoring On the couch at 4 in the morning After a night of liquor pourin Im your favorite faded uncle, show up, F*ck up all the fun, Like why he can't just be chillin, He do this all the time Pray to get better by day Back faded, end of the night. Wake up, refreshed again But all over at the same time Try hard to break the circle The cycle just keep you in line I know that im the one hurting But cant seem to free my mind I cant seem to free my mind, My family got addicts who actin Like shit dont matter And fill it with laughter, But it do not freeze the time Your family the same, ignoring they problems Make it lil harder to see their brain, To ease the pain, just tell em you see em And season change But maybe this winter been goin too long Smokin w asthma been fuckin my lungs I just want you to see where we went wrong We all some addicts, but hardly attone (But hardly attone) I'll pray for you if you pray for me, Need all real love not your sympathy Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free. I'll pray for you if you pray for me, Need all real love not your sympathy Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free. Will we get lost in time, Will our name ring after the lights, Will we drink till the bottle is gone And smoke till the end of the light I been asking, what's the cost Subconsciously know its my life So do I just keep on goin Or face my problems and fight Im facing these problems, with 99 bottles I wish i could solve why im wired like this But instead ima call on myself To get outta this shit I love being intoxicated Not gone say ima addict, but while im at it Ima manic, dont panic, My plan is to get up, up off my shit And plan my advantage Im on terms with sandman The worse nightmare, But in the form of a human The truth is I couldn't seem to stop if I wanted I know it cs, I tried and I failed But ima keep on goin Cs my sisters watchin, My nieces and nephews will soon be following I'm with all of it I'll face the withdrawals if it means I'm startin a new cycle Live everyday but only one life, So I gotta rewrite it We often believe in the things we consume More than we believe in our own energy. Constantly putting ourselves in a position To see no growth. Evolution is a way of life. Change is constant And we are matter. Even the smallest unit of measurements, atoms Are ever moving. You've been still for too long. GO. I'll pray for you if you pray for me, Need all real love not your sympathy Was in the mud, lift me up, and wash me clean Nobody else can do it, I gotta set me free. (I gotta set me free)