NARCISSIST (VICES ll) (feat. stizzy)

You let em touch you like I did You let em f*ck you like I did I heard that shit it made me sick It broke my heart to pieces I can't stand to fucking see myself Can't stand to fucking be myself I'll hang myself don't need no help I hate how I'll just let it eat at me You wanna see me be deceased Old vices is dying hard Just some other disease in me With addiction to the fucking To the choking Roll the drugs and get to smoking Feel the anger when I open up this bottle At the bottom Know you hate me How I fucking called it The pills done got to me My face is numb Still rolling up a L It's hard for me to see Stuck inside the house for months My demons having fun with me Anxious now it's hard to sleep And even harder trying to breathe Scream for help I'm all alone Too scared to go pick up the phone Shaking palms are aching But the drugs is all I've ever known Isolate in sorrow crack a can And take it to the face Mixing tec with Mickey's Know this time I might see heaven's gates Mixing tec with Mickey's Know this time I might see heaven's gates Talk the same old shit while on the phone If I ain't him then me alone I'm on her ass I'm sniffing coke Don't know her name Just know the face I'm off my shit ain't slept in days When we go off our separate ways You'll be mine and I'll be fine The pussy money and the weed Is all I need to keep the peace Come f*ck me while I'm deep in sleep It's liquor in my veins When we f*ck say her name Just so you can come and spit it in my face Yea Spit it in my face