Ongoing Call

I don't know what haunts me more the memories of you or the happy person I used to be I'm sorry I wasn't good enough but I tried to be Things changed and it started with your consistency You turned into everything you said you wouldn't be It only hurts more when you pretend that it doesn't I don't know why I'm so broken because I saw it coming Your top priority was to treat me like an option You made me feel like I was hard to love and i won't forgive you for that Sbwling to swear but I won't out of mutual respect How must I pretend that i don't want to see you again How must I pretend that it's cool with me being your friend They say the happiest smiles hide the saddest thoughts Maybe a happy ending in a relationship is moving on Wish I could tell how that day never left my thougts Truth is with all disrespect I think we better off Visted heaven and hell through the people that I've loved That's not why I called I wanted to talk about us My broken heart and I finally agreed Mentally and physically I'm setting you free I'm letting you go though it's hurts watching you leave So relax I wont name call you things like Sfebe I'm just gonna boast about us and how it never lasted F*ck I reached one minute and thirty five seconds Ejo I love you and I really hope you get the message I love the idea of us and me being yours Or maybe the idea me being in your claus I tried and tried to run but I can't simply because because A wise person once said I'll understand Don't text me don't text me I'll understand Don't call me don't call me I'll understand Once I forget you hope you'll understand When it comes to love I've never been complaisent There's something's you can't fix via a conversation I feel a doctor cause damn I got alot of patience Though I am chocolate I still don't feel like I'm your favorite You don't answer your calls you probably have your reasons I'm not saying this just feed my own convenience Sbwling us and TBH I really mean it I miss hugs I miss touch I miss the feeling Put so much effort in calling as you did with me That's why we don't talk anymore but its cool with me No I'm lying I miss and I love you B I prayed for me to love right pick up your calls for me cause