Dreaming or Drowning

You're dead? Yea Oh you say you miss The person you fell in love with I don’t know If that version of me that you miss Still exists But I‘m really hoping it Cause I don’t want to be like this I don’t wanna feel like shit anymore I don’t understand the void in my head I feel like dead I wanna feel alive again I wanna feel alive again I don’t understand the void in my head I feel like dead I wanna feel alive again I wanna feel alive again I try to escape But I can't get out of my brain I feel like I‘m drowning in water around me just empty space F*ck I‘m so afraid Afraid I can't deal with the pain When you say you won't stay anymore I don’t understand the void in my head I feel like dead I wanna feel alive again I wanna feel alive again I don’t understand the void in my head I feel like dead I wanna feel alive again I wanna feel alive again