Broken Snow Blower

Light is blinding, try reminding I am not alone Friends and family, have they left me Broken on my own The past begins to fade away Fade away (I feel sick) As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me On the bathroom floor I lie in wait Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain (I feel sick) I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live Sober Sober Trying harder Stuck with the holy ghost and holy martyrs Trying their best to get through to me Fighting withdrawal If pain is the game then I might just be willing to barter Make a deal with the devil to end it Replace lines of powder with lines of scripture Religious indenture (I feel sick) As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me On the bathroom floor I lie in wait Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain (I feel sick) I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live sober Sober (Sober) I can feel my stomach twisting, turning into knots Can't eat anything 'cause I know I'll just throw it up Blood is boiling, fever dreams, my body's had enough The room is spinning faster, bathroom floor is where I'm stuck Body is seizing, my vision is fading and blurry I'm suffering Endlessly losing my lunch, f*ck me, It's still coming up Body is covered in pins and needles, numbingly feeling alive (I feel sick) As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me On the bathroom floor I lie in wait Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain (I feel sick) I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live sober Sober Sober