After All

(One, two) When the winter ends I feel like me again But I still feel like this Why do I feel like this? There's a sadness in my lack of sleep My lack of sleep is killing me When the winter ends Why do I feel like this When the sun come in Why do I feel like this After all I'm feeling fucking worthless Later on It will be fucking perfect I'm still brand new But I'm old as dirt My love and life are true But all the love and life just hurt There's a sadness in my lack of sleep My lack of sleep is killing me When the winter ends Why do I feel like this When the sun come in Why do I feel like this And after all I'm feeling fucking worthless But later on It will be fucking perfect (Perfect perfect perfect, perfect, perfect) I'm stuck in this shell All night And I'm doing something I don't like This isn't living It's not right I have no insight No light (When the winter ends Why do I feel like this?) And after all (After all) I'm feeling fucking worthless Maybe later on (Later on) It will be fucking perfect You know I'm not a fan of endless searches You charge for thoughts, I'll make another purchase I'll pay full cost and some under the table Just guarantee my mind will be more stable My mind will be more stable All these designs give me another label (Be more stable) I'm too much willing and a little able (After all) All these designs give me another label (After all) I'm too much willing and a little able (Later on) (Later on) All these designs give me another label (After all) I'm too much willing and a little able (After all)