Teddy (feat. Jeremy McCabe)

Teddy wakes up at three It's fucking genius to me the way he gets out and works the graveyard shift down at Ray's He's in my brain all the time He's got the chest of a bird And every day is absurd and every night is a dream He won't say much if he's hurt unless you cut him up deep I don't know where he is but he'll come back if he needs Smokes a blunt on the roof before he gets up to leave I just wanna see him again I just wanna see him again He's four years younger than me It's not so easy to see now that he's holding his own I don't know where he is but he's okay I just know Who's to say I would care if I weren't living at home I just wanna see him again I just wanna see him again He says he's selling his shoes A couple pair he don't use, some dick celebrity vans Take too much space in his room The bike's too big for the car And he don't use it no more It's not too long in my head since the day he turned four I was seven years old with a brain full of porn And I just wished I was him instead of crushed through the door They've been calling me grown since the day he was born They've been losing their shit since he learned how to score They've been checking his pulse soon as he comes through the door I see it hang in his eyes, a brain the size of a storm He don't think that we see him for who he is anymore Wanna see him again I just wanna see him again I just wanna see him again I just wanna see him again I just wanna be ten again