Stupid, Pathetic.

I've been breaking down, been held up in my place Avoiding the outside, the prospect of your face Lonely and losing, cooped up in my space Wish I could get better- you left, that's not the case Caught by your fist first, but I felt my lip bust I don't mind that it hurts- lately I don't feel much Stupid, pathetic. Used to the deep cuts Can't find my old footsteps- gave up, now I feel lost