Flexed

Sunrise I'm twisted blue Stressed and flexed can't tell the lies from the truth You said one meant another Can't reach the knife in my spine motherfucker Nails are bitten knuckles bruised Not much of this mind left to loose The past is written the future doomed So time is spent humming the blues Regret I find from choices made To this bed of shame I lay chained An anxious mind to which I'm enslaved Is that an early grave calling my name Everyday I wake hungry for change Every night I sleep starving just the same Everyday I wake hungry for change Every night I sleep starving just the same Everyday I wake hungry for change Every night I sleep starving just the same Everyday I wake hungry for change Every night I sleep starving just the same Starving for change Against the grain my brain is strained Sanity seizes to remain Heavy the weight of my mistakes Safe the grave I now embrace