Never Will I Ever

I can't begin to understand the pain I put you through And that's what drove us away And deep down I feel so ashamed my days don't feel the same I've lost my will to go on All these thoughts run through my head Every single day Over and over again Times we spent together as we held each other close Never will I ever again Lately it's been quiet since I drove away that night I'm surprised I made it back alive The distance between you and I has never been so far I know that I'll never go back All these thoughts run through my head Every single day Over and over again Times we spent together as we held each other close Never will I ever again I know that I'll never go back