Boxes of Shoes

She's packing up old boxes of shoes And moving them into an unused blue room And telling herself that everything has a meaning And everythings fine but its always complex And all her emotions go straight to her head And everything that she tries at best will break even And I know Not how that feels But I Have felt like shit For most of my life And I know What it feels like to try Only to find you're not right Or the timing is wrong everytime Shes telling her friends That shell always be there And everyone knows But still nobody cares About all this progress shes made These last couple years And I've been falling apart Just like you've been Right from the start Ive been opened up split apart Everything's breaking again But this time I Drank some wine and Read some books and Did some exercise And talked to people Did some things that I wanted to do And I cried and I cried And I talked to the moon I'll be okay I'm just kind of complex And all my emotions go straight to my head I don't believe anymore that it all needs a meaning Life isn't all just dancing in rain Sometimes you just have to sit with your pain And accept that you love somebody who isnt ready I'm sad that I lost you but hope that you find what you need