Drowning

We all can start anew It's never too late The story don't end though Inspirational It's all love but it come with conditions They say just pray All is forgiven One less to fall to tradition Withdraw from the system Can't ignore the symptoms Easy for the metal to snap When trapped in this prison Snack on these labels and Stack up prescriptions Tack on subscriptions Never ending attack From addiction Tested how I react to opposition Adversity of what's against them? Laws get broken Commandments amended Wrote God a death threat! Just tell me where to send it? Who's worthy of the mercy you get lended? Sea of sin Looking tempting Thoughts are darker Damn I'm drowning Pulled from the water Glad they found them Now I'm smarter See things sharper Cleansed from all the ill will that was harbored Bow our heads, our Father God MC Yeah Against all odds Though life is hard We fight on Livin' in the projects Broke with no lights on I quote Tupac so you can smile when I write songs I’m trying to change the world Everytime my mic’s on You ever feel like you know how much the planet weighs? Weight of the world on your shoulders til your back is strained Some days it's dark and sad Other days you see the sun I call that Saturdays and Sundays Try to appreciate my life That's the Lord's gift Some days the game of life is rough You wanna forfeit Some people don't know whether they wanna die or live They flirtin' with death That's risky courtship Nah, homie You don't wanna see a fast coffin I see a bright future for you Way past awesome God saw me fightin' with demons Told him, back off him When I felt like I was drownin' like Jack Dawson My back against the wall Like I can't win Going off the deep end Knowing I can't swim I'm just tryna ride the waves Moving through ups and downs Searching for brighter days Gotta find a way So I take some time to pray Hoping God feels I'm worthy of some kind of grace I know I've made mistakes But that's not who I am I really wanna understand Please show me your plan I'm thinking damn When will life get better? Long overdue I just had to write this letter Looking past dark skies Cuz despite this weather I told my mom her son'll shine It can't be night forever Right? It's never too late to start again Find your passion and feel that love in your heart again Yeah My loved ones stay on my mind As I take it one day at a time One day at a time…