Circles

Here I am again, wishing I wouldn't stand But walk backwards and then give another chance The things that I knew then haven't changed, but I pretend I'd have the guts to stand up and invoke a different end In my thoughts and day dreams I feel confident and see where each of my choices lead And make decisions based off these Sure, concrete, unmoving, understandings of who I'll be And what chance or fate has in store for me Then I start to believe and shove tricks up my sleeves So here I am again wasting time in never land Here I am again, chasing a different end But I know I'd have the same brain if I'd go back again So here I am again wasting time in never land Here I am again wasting time in never land