Air Raid (feat. Austin Atkinson of Threnody) [Bonus Track: Demo Version]

I'm a fucking waste of space You should know I'm losing my mind Driven insane by the choices I've made Losing track of time There's nothing left to lose Everything repeats in an endless cycle Mocking me with what I've done Why must I look back At something I'm not anymore I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness You don't even have to be in my life I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness Keep laughing my life is a joke Cutting a path of destruction People running in confusion This is so disgusting Living in turmoil Losing everything Air raid siren Air raid siren All you do is lie I realize this feeling The motion sickness Or am I dying From the mistreatment The cycle just repeats It's fucking endless Why must I look back At something I'm not anymore I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness You don't even have to be in my life I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness Keep laughing my life is a joke I am growing sick Ill minded Demented thoughts Of ending this I've lost my patience F*ck what you say F*ck what you do Blinded by rage Hung by this noose I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness You don't even have to be in my life I'll keep wishing Wishing Keep hoping Hoping For your forgiveness Keep laughing my life is a joke