sinking to the bottom (feat. Heather Grey)

I feel different these days Ain't on a mission this days Was spitting force feeding feelings Tryna to listen these days Cause it seems like I'm missing out My little fickle route closed for construction Exposing the substance There’s holes in my budget And i can’t just skip town Like i used to Trip round like I used to Tied down in a sequel My crown needed equal sides Found my other side Now she my people But i feel the walls they missing bricks And these demons tryna peek through Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause i can’t just leave like that Leave like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause i can’t just be like that Be like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause we just can’t leave it like that Leave it like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Can’t believe we just bleed like that Why we bleed like that Afraid to hit that blunt cause i been lying to myself Ain't figured shit out I'm just hiding what i felt behind A title and an outlet I'm tryna write about it Seems pointless up to this point But I can’t imagine life without it Wage war for the people 'round me No team just some friends that didn’t doubt me Hope i didn’t let 'em down Tryna make my Lil waves they didn’t let me drown in 'em Tryna put a frame on what i found in 'em Homie told me I hate everyone n' he ain't lying Seen so many people come n go I'm sick of trying How you tryna love me when I'm flying Leave me when I'm falling Everybody want my number No one calling Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause i can’t just leave like that Leave like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause i can’t just be like that Be like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Cause we just can’t leave it like that Leave it like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Can’t believe we just bleed like that Why we bleed like that Tryna take a trip in my mind Tryna take a trip in my mind Tryna take a trip in my mind Hope they didn't leave me behind