Mostly Sad

It's not enough To drink too much I'm iron hearted In this apartment The sky above it The walk in closet The wasps at the window I watch my favorite show I'm getting older I'm feeling lesser I kicked my capo below the dresser Can I give up yet Why keep going Today it is summer Tomorrow it is snowing Is it enough To drink too much To kill my liver And fill my gut I'm without sanity Everyone is mad at me Mostly I'm sad Sometimes I'm happy