How I Feel

(I can't sleep till I'm okay with how I feel) (I can't sleep till I'm okay with how I feel) I can't find a way To tell you all I wanna say I gotta get this weight off my shoulders And I just can't find a way to get over How I feel, how I'm feeling You left a void that I'm struggling to fill in You left a scar that I'm struggling with healing You went away and I'm searching for a reason Your heart so cold, left me shivering and freezing You left me gassed, yeah I'm out of breath, I'm wheezing Can't play my hand with the cards that you've been dealing Can't ever sleep, I'm just staring at the ceiling Yeah I wanna be free (but I'm stuck in a maze) Yeah I wanna let go now (but I'm too afraid) Hurting overnight, I can't sleep my pain away F*ck it, I ain't sleeping, Imma stay awake (stay awake 'cause) I can't find a way To tell you all I wanna say I gotta get this weight off my shoulders And I just can't find a way to get over (how I feel) Ignorance is bliss, yeah, I used to feel okay in my skin You took me to a different place, a place that I've never been Then you kicked me out, shit, it wasn't long of a trip Now everything that used cheer me doesn't give me a lift 'Cause there's only bad things I seem to think about And I got blessings in my life I never seem to count I'll never be on top because I'm always looking down I'll never learn to swim because I'm always scared to drown Yeah I wanna be free (but I'm stuck in a maze) Yeah I wanna let go now (but I'm too afraid) I wanna quit but I'm stuck inside this game we play F*ck it, Imma take this shit to the grave (to the grave 'cause) I can't find a way To tell you all I wanna say I gotta get this weight off my shoulders And I just can't find a way to get over (how I feel) (I can't sleep 'til I'm okay with how I feel) (I can't sleep 'til I'm okay with how I feel)