Side Effects

Laying in the darkness in my bed I'm always reminded what you said Reminiscing on the love, even though my heart bled Thinking 'bout the smile, not the tears you shed Let myself go, can't keep my thoughts in check Take a trip, but I know that I'll crash and wreck Binging on your love, I know there's side effects Try to hide my feelings, but it's obvious Sitting 'round thinking 'bout what it all meant Act like it's a good time, but I just pretend Walking in a tunnel, see no light at the end Hanging 'round a black hole, getting sucked in I wanna sit back, rewind, turn back time Run back the past, let my future rewrite Think about the good times, let my mind fry Sometimes I still think about the last goodbye No matter what I do, I feel like the bad guy I'm on my last strike, dirty tailed and teary-eyed You know what they say, they only miss you when you die Yeah I walk a lonely road, I'm a deer in the headlights I don't know what to do I can't stay stuck with you I don't know what to do I can't stay stuck with you Laying in the darkness in my bed I'm always reminded what you said Reminiscing on the love, even though my heart bled Thinking 'bout the smile, not the tears you shed Let myself go, can't keep my thoughts in check Take a trip, but I know that I'll crash and wreck Binging on your love, I know there's side effects Try to hide my feelings, but it's obvious Blind me, all you do is blind me Try me, baby don't remind me Drowning, all my problems run deep Yeah you're praying on my heart, you're a lion, I'm a sheep I just pretend that I had someone closer than a friend I hope that I feel that shit before I die; before it ends So many fake friends, they don't know what goes through my head Relationships light and burn like a cigarette A work in progress, slight affection is my weakness Take a flight, I got baggage I gotta collect Maybe if I had the money, maybe if I had the bands Maybe if I had the fame or I had a mansion Maybe if I pull up in the foreign, in the Benz I'll have superficial bitches hitting me in my DMs 'Cause I don't know what to do I can't stay stuck with you I don't know what to do I can't stay stuck with you Laying in the darkness in my bed I'm always reminded what you said Reminiscing on the love, even though my heart bled Thinking 'bout the smile, not the tears you shed Let myself go, can't keep my thoughts in check Take a trip, but I know that I'll crash and wreck Binging on your love, I know there's side effects Try to hide my feelings, but it's obvious