Demons

Said I've been steady drinking all this time Tryna tame the demons in my mind Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes Here they go Don't let go They're coming Can't hold em Here they go Don't let go They're coming You running I took a few Ls, now it stands for lonely No hate for the ones that loved me Yeah it was fate, man that shit above me Never too late, never was meant to be Cause I couldn't see, I was blind to the key Man I lost myself, I found anxiety When you left, did it with a part of me Another voice in my head, will I ever be free Do better More cheddar He's badder You're fatter Your opinions Don't matter Man it's getting Even louder No one cares You're a coward Watch the stares Now it's crowded Are you scared Think about it Never stop You're surrounded Said I've been steady drinking all this time Tryna tame the demons in my mind Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes Here they go Don't let go They're coming Can't hold em Here they go Don't let go They're coming You running See I'm running running from the past No looking back, moving fast Put that trauma in the bag But you can never forget it, that's facts Yeah I said it, it's the real truth In life somebody gon hurt you Now it could be because they desert you Or they ain't do enough to prove worth to And that's real shitty, it's a damn pity I could've got used to those damn settings All the mental abuse, thought I was winning Now the demons in my mind, man they mad grinning I was mad sinning, now karmas a bitch Cliche or not, man it is what it is Will it ever stop? If I could have one wish Pass me the bottle, ah f*ck it's finished Said I've been steady drinking all this time Tryna tame the demons in my mind Don't know why I feel so lost, stuck living a lie I try to drown it out but I still hear their rhymes Here they go Don't let go They're coming Can't hold em Here they go Don't let go They're coming You running