War Room

Uh huh Hey Uh huh uh huh My mind at war but the pen is helping me stay updated The information I've gathered from you better explains it I can't be social without tryna make a social statement Am I spiritually mature or awkwardly adjacent? Probably both or neither yet you look at me with patience I don't know if it's silent judgement and you're scared to say it At least we healing from mistakes that both of us created You are enough And I just want a place to call home Give my mama faith that she's not alone Heal from our mistakes and start strong Retire on a lake with our problems gone Yeah, If you get what I'm saying All a nigga need is weed and YouTube beats to blaze with I love this woman but we didn't start on good foundations If your not getting lost on roads than you already know em Cus' all she road on was this dick and who better to lay it? Ughh Your secrets masked behind manipulation Guilty consciences sudden agreement on the termination (F*ck girl..) Before I even knew, I couldn't trust us to raise her I'm not my father - no Now I want a place to call home Give my mama faith that she's not alone Heal from our mistakes and start strong Ain't it crazy how I know you girl? Know you girl I - I don't know We've came such a long way I never thought I'd be here Thank you for teaching me faith '22 I had lost my dog to life's interjection '23 a childhood friends envy had led me To '24 where I'm lonelier than I was before You showed up and did the same thing you told me you wouldn't Now I'm staring at ya Wonder why I care about ya I want get even since I bend all my rules around ya I'm gon' let this chopper ring your promise off my finger And when we back, we gon' focus on our found strengths together I don't hate you girl I just wanna taste you girl Only you because it's better than a plate of girls Hot pot and fondue are fortunate favorites and after our break, I'll scrape us enough, I'm swearing, I'll take ya If the locations safe then the bank is breaking my paper When benign gestures aren't in question, actually favored (I know you girl) Back when blacked out at bodegas was uncanny From a room full of Mob Italian Gangsters And the operation wasn't "if" the money, but "it's fated" Spin cycle set till the blood is rinsed right off the paper Viewing how you moving Well aware of whatchu doing You confessed what needed proving And you became someone greater But still I understand my ancestors anger, When everything is pinned against you, You control what your able But If true love is forgiveness And trauma bonding is sinning Than I already know what we gotta do to get us fix up - oh I just want a place to call home Give my mama faith that's she's not alone Heal from our mistakes and start strong Retire on a lake with our problems gone Yeah, If you get what I'm saying