Urban Hell

I sit and wait in this urban hell Waiting for my repeating days to change As I walk forth To the north against some dying force The planes fly above Metal doves Near the clouded sun And still in this urban hell My heart as well Aches for its escape I sit and wait inside my urban hell All I see is grey surrounding me As I wait for color to find me The holes in the sky Belong to my eyes In this urban hell I sit and watch as the cars speed by Through the night With no sleep for me in sight Should I get some rest Lying in my nest Heart ripped from my chest Throughout this urban hell No way to tell Where I'll find my way This sleep evades me Will I dream? Or will I hope cautiously? It's far too loud inside this urban hell All I see is grey surrounding me And I lose hope of color finding me The holes in the sky Can't see with my eyes In this urban hell Forever locked inside this urban hell All this grey still surrounding me And the color will never find me The holes in the sky Escape my eyes In this urban hell