Danger to Myself

Who would have thought this would get so personal I've tried so hard to hide this and hope it goes away Too far along to let this be the end Of something more to life than pain and suffering Hoping to find my way out from a disaster Hoping to make a change from choices I've made Losing my sight the more I feel the room darken Feel it creeping in, scream but no-one's there To live like we are alone To make our choices from past memories Leaves us far worse off than you'll ever know So sick of being afraid of facing constantly darkening sides of me Even though they are who I am Most days I think about my mother And what I would give Just to have a couple of seconds To hear her voice again I had to give up a part of me To find a way to be whole again Then got lost along the way (the way) Hoping to find my way out from a disaster Hoping to make a change from choices I've made Losing my sight the more I feel the room darken Feel it creeping in, scream but no-one's there Walls keep closing in Claustrophobic thoughts get hard to breathe I'm a danger to myself Ohh Ohh in my head Don't follow me to hell Ohh Ohh will this end Lose myself again Stumbling in the dark Do we know who we are Stumbling in the dark, Do you know who you are Stumbling in the dark with the lights off Crumbling even been in this before I've gotten over it So why does it feel like everyone's gone Stumbling in the dark with the lights on Trembling every time I see the sun begin to fall on us So why does it feel like everything's broken Turning on ourselves it gets Easy when it feels the only way Only way Getting close enough to call it quits Trying to find the piece The only way Only way I'm a danger to myself