Gray Matter Wandering

Facing the marsh of destruction, I seek it In this conclusion, I feel I am weakened The graying decay of scattered remains Will do its service before they take me themselves Forward we stomp yet we're bound to crawl Learning the lesson of abandoning the Sun Delegating the degrading ones to abandonment And in this restless mortality I feel the need to soothe the urge And in this reckless reality I've killed the tedious demiurge The end of my universe Slumber eternally, gray matter wandering In this aftermath, you turned to me As you view a sight you never thought you would see Inside the hand is the mending blade In which I will use to make an end From the inside out I quake As it all begins to make sense Every action accumulated to this moment Release me from this flesh prison Sway the end of days away from me Losing grip on reality Beastly feelings taunting me All encompassing the rage Of the masses running away From the decay of gray matter wandering And in this restless mortality I feel the need to soothe the urge And in this reckless reality I've killed the tedious demiurge The end of my universe Slumber eternally, gray matter wandering Forward we stomp yet we're bound to crawl Learning the lesson of abandoning the Sun Beyond perception This purposed fatality Has culled the need to soothe the urge They hold dominion upon the Earth For it is what we deserve when we think this way I dream the day In which I carry my own body to the grave In the flesh, in a hex I believed I was dead Not a day has gone by In which I thought I would take My final breath... for the last time