Going Outside

Started as a pain, but then it got worse Been through some things, this one is the first Maybe it's a dream, oh please wake me up I finally got clean Lord, that's just my luck If I go outside Don't wait for me If I go outside Don't look for me Cause I won't be there I won't be there I don't believe in sermons or fairy tales I do believe in hell Cause hell, I've been there Heaven is a field with my wife and my kids And it's right here on earth It's right where I live If I go outside Don't wait for me If I go outside Don't look for me Cause I won't be there When I go, and I'm outside Well, I know there won't be sky No more day, no more night Back to clay, and that's all right Cause I won't be there No, I won't be there