Dirty Laundry

I just wanna be honest I been feeling lost, I need some guidance I was tryna keep you smiling But there will never be a perfect timing (To say this) Girl, it's some shit that I been hiding Can't start fresh, I got all this dirty laundry It ain't fair to you That I'm here with you When I know that she's my home Only telling you 'Cause I care for you And I'm boutta lose control And you can say I aint shit all you wanna I'll just have to deal with the drama I created Now I wish we would've waited 'Cause your heart's something I aint wanna play with You can say I aint shit all you wanna I'll just have to deal with the drama I created I done shifted my focus lens looking jaded Lowkey, kinda wish we never dated I'm just tryna be honest I been feeling lost, I need some guidance I was tryna keep you smiling But there was never gonna be a perfect timing (To say this) Girl, it's some shit that I been hiding Can't start fresh, I got all this dirty laundry Every time we go our separate ways we come right back The hearts wants what it wants and I can't fight that You feeling like I used you It aint even like that Love I had for you was true Yeah, it was like that If it wasn't I wouldn't even be confessing I promise it was never my intention My mind's at war with my heart So I'm feeling like it aint even really my decision And you can say I aint shit all you wanna I'll just have to deal with the drama I created Now I wish we would've waited 'Cause your heart's something I aint wanna play with You can say I aint shit all you wanna I'll just have to deal with the drama I created I done shifted my focus lens looking jaded Lowkey, kinda wish we never dated I'm just tryna be honest I been feeling lost, I need some guidance I was tryna keep you smiling But there was never gonna be a perfect timing (To say this) Girl, it's some shit that I been hiding Can't start fresh, I got all this dirty laundry It ain't fair to you That I'm here with you When I know that she's my home Only telling you 'Cause I care for you