Abscence

The hardest thing for me is just accepting All the people that I love are loving lives I'll never see It's not about control, no, it's not superiority I'm just afraid that I'll miss out on something no one should repeat And in my absence, I cannot say What might happen, any given day If I'm not there to hear every joke And tell stories about my brother I can't call it home if you're not around It's just a different place, I'm in a haunted house Because when you're gone, every day is too long There's no reason to even try to leave my room Every time I try to leave An awful feeling comes to me, says You're wasting all your best years can't you see? Well if it's real then I'm sorry But certain things aren't up to me That's not true! You're lying!