Inhaling Mercury

Wash my skin with Barasol Strip all of the layers off I think I can see it clearer I think I can almost feel her Been lookin' down on myself for years Finally moved up the mirror I think I can see it clearer I think I can almost feel her You don't trust me anymore You don't know me anymore At one point I thought I loved you But that's just dirty drugs do Tastes so clean like diamonds rings Crack my teeth on harder surfaces Your withdrawal keeps fueling worthlessness Spark my cravings, let 'em burn I can't save you, let 'em burn Notice how the tables turn Notice how they walk without me 'Member our talk on the balcony You said my mind was masterpiece But I must first master empathy Yeah... oh yeah Lifted in the evening Go until the morning One day you gon' need me One day you gon' want this Well can I call you back? there's way too much emotion Laying in the grass with fleeting paranoia Can I call you back? I'm drowning in the ocean Laying in the grass wondering where it all went wrong Out of everyone I've loved and lost She don't do me like she used to Out of everyone I've come to know They don't do it like you used to She told me she's not really numb She just likes being used too I told her I get burnt for fun But that's not something I got used to So this weed a remedy Poppin' amphetamines Tired of enemies All this you know Take here, what's left of me Don't know what's best for me The f*ck is wrong with me? I do not know I guess I'm jealous hearted But you already knew that I won't die a martyr But you already knew that Some days... some days It feels like, this place This place, is paradise But then I, then I Realize, it's only because Of the high Lifted in the evening Go until the morning One day you gon' need me One day you gon' want this Well can I call you back? there's way too much emotion Laying in the grass with fleeting paranoia Can I call you back? I'm drowning in the ocean Laying in the grass wondering where it all went wrong Maybe you Were just an illusion all along Maybe you Were doing the motions just because Yeah just because And maybe I Forget who I was Yeah maybe I Just wanted someone And maybe I Stare into the sun For too long For too long So I'll just to light my skin on fire From the all words that you've inspired, inside my head I'm, drinking this lead Inhaling this Mercury