Monsoon (feat. NeNe)

(He'sOnFireBaby) I'm tryna be him (woahohhohh) I'm tryna be him I'm tryna be him (woahwoahwoah) Girl don't lie, I could be him When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it I'm tryna be the one you turn to Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again) When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it (here we go again) I'm tryna be the one you turn to Oh Can't make no promises You know all the shit I've been through Though you'd understand But now I'm lost tonight, and where are you? Here we go again You need a helping hand I can't tell what you wan't you want I don't know why it all depends on Your specific mood Who's within your room Your television channel and the fucking truth Here we go again You say your not my man You wanna help me out But you know that you can't No one's in my room I'm thinking about you Don't know what the f*ck to do with you and you and you Girl don't lie, I could be him When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it I'm tryna be the one you turn to Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again) When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it (here we go again) I'm tryna be the one you turn to Oh I ain't got nothin' to lose girl And you choosin' Sumn like outta the "Mean Girls" And you bruisin' Remember when we used to face pearls? Straight cruisin' But you want me and you want him too Either way you choose It's cool it's cool cuz I ain't been much of a saint but You know me girl And maybe I'm really afraid that We'll both let go and Jump into the wormhole of this dying abyss I think it's time to give up and try different things Different things Every time we together our emotions be shiftin When we kickin' it you steady be keepin' me lifted Is it you? Is it me? Is it motherfuckin' we? I know that I need you, I can't leave you Pull up up on me Girl don't lie, I could be him When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it I'm tryna be the one you turn to Girl don't lie, I could be him (here we go again) When you're not here it's like a monsoon I won't lie, believe it (here we go again) I'm tryna be the one you turn to (The one that you, that you run to) But I didn't think you were ever leaving I never wanted to change But I didn't think you were ever leaving I never wanted to change But I didn't think you were ever leaving I never wanted to change But I didn't think you were ever leaving Nodding it off with a party every weekend I never wanted to change But I didn't think you were ever leaving