Reversal of Numb

Yeah right Yeah right Watchu really wanna say Every single chance you get You talk a complicated game About these people that cannot understand And the price you pay to live in these lands yeah But look at the dirt my hands Could you say yours is the same? And do so without any shame? The part that gave into the pain And taints all the colors of my name With the black ink Where the black seeps in the veins I'm a black sheep but I don't sleep I erase Rollin every little bit of weed straight to the face Yeah Damn the stars are closer and you feel further I'm feeling brain dead literally I do not know where to put my soul I do not know what you're gonna do with the pointless type The pointless hype The super sights The super nights That basic basic shit I need savior Lasic f*ck Cure my blind self Kill my kind self Runnin on amphetamines will get you cooked Watch the grind now Keep the time down Check your 2 cents and let's get worked And I've been here before Like way too many times And she's cut them before Blood all on her thigh Oh I've been here before Like too many times Is this loopin And she's cut them before Like deep in the thighs Am I losing They call this reversal of numb Where the tears are there but nothing comes It rips from the soul pumpumbum Do you know the things that I've done? And I will be the same every time that you see me Pull up on the West Side and you know that I'm beaming I'm gleaming, I'm shining down just like a demon With the heathens, I'm seeing all the things that I'm seeing But you don't love me no more No no no You don't want me on tour No no no You want me all to your self But you can't have it No you can't go Cuz you link up with the wrong code Then you clicked up into my mode Got a planet to attack Got an ounce to blow I've been running from myself a long time ya know I'm a man in the mirror kinda guy fo sho But I think that night I lost control yeah Yeah yeah Am I losing Am I losing I come down from the ceiling while you choosing Am I losing Am I losing Tell me everything before I start losing my mind yeah