Seconds from Guessing Freestyle

I said God... "I need your help Cuz I I can't love myself When all the pieces don't fit like they should And All the season slip away for good" Got me thinking 'bout the reasons I doubt myself Got me thinking 'bout the time spent with someone else Got me thinking 'bout the reasons I doubt myself Got me thinking 'bout the time spent with someone else But I'm sorry Went and got "ANTI" On my wrist CULTURE shock From your hips Break the lock From my lips I am so new to this without the drugs in me Without the drugs in me me me Cuz I Hate my reflection Still ain't learn my lesson Still seconds from guessing My new misdirection Still hate my reflection Still ain't learn my lesson Still seconds from guessing My new misdirection Do you believe in me? Do you believe in me me me? Cuz I don't