Vixen/Victim

Feelin' like I'm walkin' on a tight rope Tryna find my balance as my life slopes See my head's screwed up Now my mood's fucked up And I think I'm beginning to lose all hope Feelin' like I'm walkin' on a tight rope Tryna find my balance as my life slopes See my head's screwed up Now my mood's fucked up And I think I'm beginning to lose all hope The truth is the best thing that you could tell me My brother can't you see this world has brought me to my knees I'm glum from all this nonsense Exhausted from you posers I just wanna make dope shit And rock wit my all locals Now I never really thought I'd be attached to this mic My path is glowing stars that guide me safely at night My wounds are wide open if I could sleep that'd be nice Yeah I pray, keep on moving until I'm alright But sometimes, from all the times You chose to flight and ignite You look into your eyes 'n think "Man this ain't right, goddamn this ain't life" Makes you wonder where we goin' Wonder what we doing The earth will keep spinnin' without you We been through this So clear your mind and forget The words that they said Words they ain't kept And you held your breath Until there's nothing left And there ain't nothing left Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim Oh the victim Oh the victim Oh the victim now now now... Darkness in the valley Live like Jack & Sally You don't have to call me After the after party Cuz the victim Oh the victim Oh the victim Oh the victim now now now... You were never 'sposed to get attached to me You were never 'sposed to be a part of the equation I can't believe I let you get close to me Sorry for the way I left you all up in your feelings I'm sorry for the way I couldn't be there when you needed You don't know who I am You never knew me, that's the problem You don't know what it's like to be consumed by your demons Out here it's real life and I couldn't bear to watch you struggle With the pain of every weekend, oh Wondering where I've been sleeping, oh Thinkin' bout the drugs I've taking, oh And all the girls I'm seeing, but Blurry vision got me nauseous, ah All I hear is heavy breathing, yeah And I know you won't forget me, so So please just leave me, hm And I know you won't forget me, so So please just leave me, right And I know you gon' regret it, so So please just leave me, oh Ain't nobody do it better, girl Girl I know you need me, oh And I know you gon' regret it, so So please just leave me, oh oh