Autumn's Weight

Feel like I did when I was young Parents would leave when I'd come undone I haven't been homesick for sometime But tonight I'm missing you Not the way I normally do I still feel like that apartment is my home Time don't fly when the heart is heavy It takes the backroads and takes it slow Turns out heaven is a lot more messy Then what we think here down below I miss your grandma's house Watching movies on the couch And eating candy like a kid It won't leave my head What your father said It's hard to make a doctor cry Time don't fly when the heart is heavy It takes the backroads and takes it slow Turns out heaven is a lot more messy Then what we think here down below I'd do it over again Light the fire and watch it go out Cause you're the only thing in my life Where I've had no doubts From a parking lot to a cherry stem knot To a planetarium show From a Phoenix night keeping cool inside To those angry drives alone From our wedding day to cutting frozen cake To me crying hard on our bathroom floor When I finally realized that everything was over