Book of Eli

I just got some shit on my mind, bro Hell yeah Shit Ain't it crazy how things change over the years Best friend you grew up with on the block, he ain't no longer here All the people you used to shed tears for, you no longer have feelings for I remember when my heart turned cold When I lost my father, man, my nigga wasn't even old Now when I get pissed off, I just black out Now I'm about to go crazy, ready to pull the gat out This nigga must be crazy, man, this nigga must be stupid Now you're judging, got a nigga thinking ruthless Now let me tell you something about me I never had shit, a nigga came from poverty I'm an old soul, something like a novelty I ain't the one, so nigga don't try me I remember giving the wrong niggas loyalty Now they flock around trying to get my royalties Hold up, let me change the subject, let me change the topic I'm trying to show you where I come from, I change the optic Everything I jot down is the masterpiece The devil fucking with my mind, I'm trying to master peace When it comes to my family, dawg, we ain't close Shout out to my niggas in the lost north My mama didn't want Bounce when I'm a Jit And wonder why a nigga don't give a f*ck about a bitch All that good for is nothing, pass it off like Grady Now bitches wanna f*ck, why Cause I'm the one, like Tracy McGrady I used to be a young nigga full of laughter Then my mama bounced, man, that bitch turned to Casper Now I turned out to be a real bastard To touch a mill is something that I sought after I had a used stove to heat the crib Taken away New York, pulled up to where I live I guess it's only up from here I'm making millions, started off as a Jersey Mike cashier I'm walking everywhere, now I'm whipping I ain't got a charge, but my finger itching Cause niggas out here and they steady plotting Shit happened to my brother, if we being honest Phone call from my brother said my brother died Said don't you fucking tell me that lie My lil' brother got shot in his own car May 15th forced me to love you from afar I swear to God I love you, boy, you kept me motivated You told me to bring you a wood we getting medicated Had a panic attack in the street I heard the news, man, your heart didn't have a beat It's a lie deeper than what niggas think You saved my life, man, suicide I was on the brink, shit is crazy I'm a young nigga from the streets I ain't talking like I sold drugs and kept heat I'm from a place where niggas don't make it out You hear me I said a place where niggas don't make it out I got a baby on the way, I gotta change my ways I can't go living back in the old days For more information visit www.fema.gov