All I Wanted

I feel like I'm falling Demons still calling Thoughts of oppression Listen to my confession No help when I'm stressing Life really has me guessing Baby Mom's fighting depression Venting pain in this session My kindness isn't a weakness Shop for others at Neiman's I never put myself first Cause I can't see my people hurt But I'm feeling burnt Out no doubt I'm turnt Now cause I'm tired of the rain Raging with this pain A stranger in my home I go on in a different zone I just want appreciation Am I the only one Seeking elevation Honestly I'm done Trying to save 'em I really don't blame 'em They can't see their purpose Seems like my words are worthless That's why I'm not speaking Love isn't what I'm keeping Can't help who don't want it One life to live so flaunt it All I know is hustle Up all night as I tussle Focused on greatness Travel to new places A passion's awakened Mind's in different spaces I gotta love from a distance Grind with me or just witness All gas no brakes This life is a risk So I gotta take it Spark the L and face it The path that was chosen Has got my heart frozen All I wanted was better All I wanted was better All I wanted was better I helped niggas with bonds Brandish my name on guns Always loyal to a fault I got secrets in the vault Speak facts in these songs Trying to justify my wrongs Honestly tired of being strong Gotta stack paper long Cause Tony should never want These are the thoughts that haunt Passions and fears Trying to see the vision clear Switching up these gears Cause I was played for being sincere Everyone wants a piece So I sign that line for a lease I just want financial peace Should I go back to the streets Only two ways out Pine box or get locked down Working with a CDL Focused to excel Escaped clutches of Hell My eyes start to swell Who's there when I'm bleeding Everyone's hungry so I'm feeding Resources and time Stuck on my grind Read between the lines And see what you find Success is lonely Separate from who's phony That Porsche a different pony These niggas can't clone me That's why I'm good solo Pockets swoll like Bolo I'm saving sinking ships Am I losing my grip I just wanna win this chip Sitting back and sip This life is a risk So I gotta take it Spark the L and face it The path that was chosen Has got my heart frozen All I wanted was better All I wanted was better All I wanted was better Don Pérignon cause I won Cause like Neo I'm the one Escaping the Matrix Finding a better oasis This is my life So let's face it I can make it or break it Venting on this sample As I'm trying to dismantle Negativity from others Looking at pictures of my mother Wishing she can see this greatness How I made it to different places Niggas can't feel what I feel Look at me and see what's real Seeing what this heart reveals Test me and feel what I conceal Bah