Love Is Never Easy

Love is never easy Heartache feeling queasy I know I did you greasy I was moving sleazy Reflecting better times Hard ignoring the signs Too busy chasing dimes You cried during Valentine's Days are getting harder Knowing we grow farther Look at pain we harbor I know I failed as a father Was our love real or phony How will this affect Tony Battle demons lacking reasons Seeing change like seasons A home's not a home Both parties feel alone Hurt got me in a zone Vent to the microphone Scars are never fading Contact starts evading Communication's degrading Hatred starts invading Once friends now that ends Couldn't stop the trends Dysfunction family dynamics Smashing through ceramics Screaming and yelling Many veins swelling Domestic disturbance Police in Suburbans Never good for each other Seems hard facing your Mother Prayers felt for our son I know you feel like I run Away from how it feels Look how this phone reveals Cheating and the lies It's hard to dry your eyes Maybe I had too much pride Betrayal on every side You really gave your all From the top we fall Now you don't answer calls My back's against these walls Turning back hands of time Real love is hard to find Knowing you were mine Goddess one of a kind Glass is now shattered Sacrifice doesn't matter When promises are broken Wounds are now open Knives cut from words spoken Moments now feel frozen Crazy to see what we had Maybe I'm just like my Dad Money can never heal The pain that you feel For a time it felt real I really broke that seal Love is complicated We're exasperated