Miracle

Praying for a miracle Questioning if I'm clinical It's becoming typical Love isn't reciprocal Lost deep in thought Too many demons I fought Trophies round my neck I bought Too many answers I sought Why do I need clarification Niggas only support celebrations They don't see dedication I'm tired of having expectations Quick to wish congratulations Success has standing ovations Yet aren't down for situations Grind grit and stagnation Dreams require preparation I am who I am So tired of calling niggas Fam Hours in the Stu Only surrounded by few Engineer and family in that room Tony's God's gift from a womb Legacy as I'm laid in a tomb He's my biggest fan Remind myself I can Reach beyond the stars From my pen creating bars The depth of a man Started as my creation began A plan set by God's command Purpose I don't understand The journey has started Certain circles I've parted Change is a part of growth Place and time for play and work Gotta learn to manage both Focus on instrumentals I murk Passion needs no distraction These wheels gotta create traction All gas and no brakes Towards the finish line Doing what it takes Finish what's by design God doesn't make mistakes Tony thinks I'm one of the greats Many times my heart breaks Yet I still love and never hate I was born different Let God bare witness I shatter ground when I walk The mic sparks fire when I talk Life's heaven or hell on Earth A choice given at birth The power of free will We can create or kill I've seen blood spilled And seen miracles fulfilled Consume bad with good Lessons taught in the hood Will change up your mood Try to avoid being food Hunger provides a point of view Better life I chose to pursue A born legend A King like Martin's a reverend I have a dream From mountaintops I scream Pain sacrifice and struggle Gain maximize the hustle Move different with a pen Apex predator in a lion's den Lines punch like I'm Holy Evander for a heavyweight trophy The Real Deal in the field Clutch a hook with yield I write for a high stake Not for industry fakes Jason Voorhees from the lake Worst nightmare I create Toe to toe with my reflection That's my only competition Good alone in my section Realness needs no definition You can say what you want This pen is what I flaunt It's a part of my soul The story that unfolds Art that makes me feel whole Lyrics paper beholds Crafted by a wordsmith Words stopping power is like a fo-fifth A soul written from darkness Looking for light to harness Trek miles like he who marches Just to reach heavenly arches Grateful states dismissed charges Knee deep in muddy marshes A life filled with lessons I stopped stressing Struggle is worth the blessing Eastside