Stuck In My Head

I'm trying to do better Pain in this love letter Felt a change like the weather I really miss being together My rock in younger years The message is clear Now I gotta face tears I never admit my fear Losing my other half Guilt in the aftermath The days we would laugh Captured through photographs Loving me wasn't easy Cause I was moving sleazy You just wanted to please me But I was being too needy A partner I failed to be Betrayed you cause I was greedy Examples set for our son Actions that can't be undone Fighting to be the only one Truth I can't outrun Why did I make you feel lesser Even though you make me better My queen my rock Can I turn back the clock I miss you in this bed Memories back then Lovers and friends I'm the reason it ends Now I'm stuck in my head Yeah stuck in my head I never gave a f*ck Now I'm really outta luck Deeper in my thought Feeling way too stuck I know I should've fought Harder for your attention So much bullshit to mention A class act without remorse Of course I was the source Lack of communication You just wanted adoration I can't deny accusations Phone conversations And obvious flirtations Caught up in situations The love is so real And so is the pain Numb emotions to not feel But the tears fall like rain I couldn't hold it down And now you look like a clown For being solid and loyal Seems like the future spoils You were meant to be royal Lies twisted like coils Truth always comes to light And your intuition was right Toss and turn at night After we argue and fight You been knew the vibes A nigga living double lives Staring at me while I sleep Plotting on how to cut deep Should you go out and creep Keyshia Cole in the Jeep Relating to the lyrics So tired of the gimmicks Fucking up your acrylics After going off in hysterics Hard slaps to my face My queen my rock Can I turn back the clock I miss you in this bed Memories back then Lovers and friends I'm the reason it ends Now I'm stuck in my head Yeah stuck in my head Will love turn to hate Actions seal the fate Relationships should be great But it might be too late What else can be said Memories in my head I lost a lover and a friend She'll never be the same again From the trauma I caused I wish I can go back And just hit pause The facts are the facts Demise is my own doing Bitches I was fucking and screwing Has this home in ruins Mind's stuck on solutions The aftermath's conclusions Has my heart in bruises I was really beyond stupid Shot to the heart like Cupid Nightmares become lucid From a love well suited Losing you is my one regret A woman I can't forget I miss the way you smell I miss diving deep in your well Wetness of those walls Reminiscing it all Those hot plates were the best After a long day feeling stressed Baby come back to the nest Life with you was blessed It's too late to mend the past We could've made it last I was moving too fast I burned out and crashed Seeing you when I close my eyes Truth survives the lies Now the crib's really empty As I drown in this Remy My queen my rock Can I turn back the clock I miss you in this bed Memories back then Lovers and friends I'm the reason it ends Now I'm stuck in my head Yeah stuck in my head