Breaking Me Down

Wait hold up let me think minute Grab me drinks I need to drown in it You pull in so I take a sip Now my thoughts weigh on my lips You try kissin them away Keep me up so I stay Smile back like you're ok Yeah you're not ok No more no secrets I don't care if there's no peace in it Take a piece of me leave wit it Misery couldn't keep winning You hold back too much You gonna need to speak up Having trouble trynna keep in touch Breaking me down Losing all of my faith now You turn around Tell me I'll be ok now You don't know Your breaking me down I lost myself In this game before Why the f*ck would I repeat I'm not judgin you I just know your type You try to justify everythin Well I don't owe nothing Neither do I have to come show you something Contemplating if it's even worth putting work so we work so I curve running Making me lose all my patience with you Why cant you go one day speaking the truth Keeping your secrets till you swim in liquor More information the bigger the river That's how you keep living Know I'm playing Russian rullet wit you all the time All your unrealistic expectations blow my mind Breaking me down Losing all of my faith now You turn around Tell me I'll be ok now You don't know Your breaking me down Every secret has a haunting As you keep it It grows deeper Under water you'll keep sinking Muffled screaming Sounds much sweeter