Fears

All I ever feels my faults There stuck in my head You put my life back on pause Cause of what you said I can’t make this easier Leaving you out leaving you out I need to believe in you Letting me down letting down I can’t take no complements My past wouldn’t let them in I’m sorry I can’t take nobody’s lies again Cause leaning on my pessimistic side and I can’t win Even when I’m drowning in that liquor I cant grin Paranoid is something that I never thought I’d been But no ones trying to see me Like this Like this Its my own fears Like this My own fears Turning my back On a new perspective Fading to black Lookin for reception Fill in the facts Just a old obsession Fears an old obsession I can’t shake it off I shake when I’m off Can’t take what I want I’m feeling so lost It’s something I’ve done Can’t bring it to life again I’m done Cause leaning on my pessimistic side and I can’t win Even when I’m drowning in that liquor I cant grin Paranoid is something that I never thought I’d been But no ones trying to see me Like this Like this Its my own fears Like this My own fears Trapped inside my head now I don’t trust no one they’ve watched me bled out Suicidal thoughts they want me dead Ouch Push me to the edge my rights have left now