Numb

All this darkness in my heart At night its keeping up I keep shaking I cant help it So I fill up my cup I keep marching to my drums Feeling nothing I’m numb All these methods aren’t working So I act Forest Gump So I act up Yeah I I run Always falling short I lose my breathe when I talk Or I just can’t explain Cause I’m just too much in shock I bite the fucking bullet put my whisky on rocks Views changed ill never be same I’ve been saying grace in Vain its ok Been holding all this pain Need something for my brain To keep me here in place Or i could go insane I get numb I go numb I feel numb in this Got no love I lost love lost my love in this Night it comes then it goes then I run to it Can’t get low if I chose to get dumb for this All my fears they start to bleed Sow My smile in ecstasy Cut my wings and start to dream There’s no coming back for me So cold You might think that I’m being emotional Hold it all inside You don’t know my life I don’t know If you can come down from this Im cold Why don’t I Ever feel The true me When I’m at home alone Now I’m feeling so faded I’m losing my mind And my heart Is so torn Views changed ill never be same I’ve been saying grace in Vain its ok Been holding all this pain Need something for my brain To keep me here in place Or i could go insane I get numb I go numb I feel numb in this Got no love I lost love lost my love in this Night it comes then it goes then I run to it Can’t get low if I chose to get dumb for this All my fears they start to bleed Sow My smile in ecstasy Cut my wings and start to dream There’s no coming back for me Yeah I I cross my heart And then i hope to die I dot my Is And then i feel alive Something in my cup Thats just how i survive Man i have to be up Just for my enterprise If you disagree You can read between the lines Death thought she can keep me paralyzed Now its an eye for an eye