Pantry Panic

It's fallen on top of me Can't feel my knees and I'm out of breath I open the pantry Looked everywhere but I'm out of bread My wife took the kids and the last jar of jam It was the good kind (Nooooo!) Should head to the grocery store With just a couple of dimes I don't know how to explain this My insides ground up in a billion pieces Not something I try to understand Just something to move past it's all moving too fast Scramble my thoughts and hand them to the waiter He takes it as he hits the ground I need this therapy I find in the pantry But it's all empty Yeah it's all empty I'm keeping the kids and peanut butter too I threw out his jelly See him at the grocery store Turning into an aisle Ghosting his therapist Ghosting his kids Got 3 things on his grocery list Hydro bill left behind Got IRS on the line Nightmares in the fridge keepin him alive (lets go!) I don't know how to explain this My insides ground up in a billion pieces Not something I try to understand Just something to move past it's all moving too fast Scramble my thoughts and hand them to the waiter He takes it as he hits the ground I need this therapy I find in the pantry But it's all empty Yeah it's all empty (Martha! Where is the jelly? Release the jelly!) [I threw it out, it was so moldy. Did you see the mold in that jelly? Do you want Timmy to be eating moldy jelly for lunch?] (It reminds me of home! You took the jam, you took the peanut butter, you even took the-) [Kids?] (Bread!) [You, *sigh* You thought of bread before you thought of your own kids?]