Compromised

So confident That I was myself That I was the man that I wanted to be Incompetent above all else Can't find myself 'Cus I've built a lie A lie I'm compromised I'll shout it out to the distant skies A lie I'm gonna try To surrender to myself 'cus I'm Hoping I can say goodbye To part of me that's in disguise yeah Told myself a hundred times That I was fine But I'm tired of feeling compromised Woke up feeling like I was another shade of grey Am I the things I do or the things I say It doesn't even matter to me anyway 'Cus it's a new dawn and it's a brand new day Will I ever know whom I really was before The person that I was in the past, a couple of minutes ago Everything I've been will eventually be a memory of a time I Built a lie A lie I'm compromised I'll shout it out to the distant skies A lie I'm gonna try To surrender to myself 'cus I'm Hoping I can say goodbye To part of me that's in disguise yeah Told myself a hundred times That I was fine But I'm tired of feeling compromised