Alone

Why do I spend so much to feel alone Why do I never want to get a hold You and I can dance till we're gone I've never been one to do what I'm told Listening to my mother from the other room As she prays that we'll be normal soon Because I like the space and like the pain I keep my self away and drive myself insane Cause I feel terrible I am unbearable Why do I hate myself why do I hate everyone else I feel terrible I am unbearable Why do I hate myself why do I hate everyone else Yeah Laying in bed but I'm failing to sleep Wake up at three to forget my dream Punching the air to remember the scene My head hurts, I'm tired, and I feel unclean Drop out of a college I wish I did Said that sentence like Yoda I did Focus on my lyric writing I should End up like Sid all misunderstood Cause I feel terrible I am unbearable Why do I hate myself why do I hate everyone else I feel terrible I am unbearable Why do I hate myself why do I hate everyone else Overflowing thoughts but I'm brain dead You gotta pray for help my mom once said I don't know how true that is unseen But I know there's a god for both you and me So sing with me and let's all get a little bit corny This sounds weird but honestly I'm not sorry Dear everyone we need your help to feel a little love We feel like we've spent years trying to get above All the complacant and misplaced emotional sides I don't know myself when I lay in bed at night But we can't blame you for how we feel Alone, depressed and a little bit unreal It's our fault we fall to the bottom of the dump And we let ourselves feel like Posey in a slump So we all gotta get on this and say it together We gotta promise ourselves to get better In a few beats we can all sing it loud okay Okay one, two, one, two, three, say I don't know how to do normal anymore But I can always relearn these things Because they're They're in the past Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't know how to do happy anymore But I can always relearn those things It doesn't have to be It doesn't have to be fast I don't know how to do normal anymore But I can always relearn these things Because they're They're in the past Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't know how to do happy anymore But I can always relearn those things It doesn't have to be It doesn't have to be fast I don't know how to do normal anymore But I can always relearn these things Because they're They're in the past Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't know how to do happy anymore But I can always relearn those things It doesn't have to be It doesn't have to be fast