Antiseptic

I can't even see, how deep is this wound Is there a glyph that'll split this Tomb no there's no room Fighting all the reasons bring impending doom Oh don't misconstrue I did all this to save you Say it ain't so I'm about to go Wash these bloodied fists of mine You can't tell me that it's time No I won't define all I did was read my lines Always forcing lessons that I can't take Distorting my lens they're about to break Back and forth drug out the dirty faceless cards Crawling on the floor I'm left to pick up the shards Say it ain't so I'm about to go Wash these bloodied fists of mine You can't tell me that it's time No I won't define all I did was bide my time I swear to god I'm fine Weaponized all my excuses, Always been treated like I'm fucking useless Acting like i'm not full of abuses Hear the sirens sing and I'll fucking lose it I don't know how much longer I can keep my composure And if the dam breaks at least I'll have my fucking Closure Say it ain't so I'm about to go Wash these bloodied fists of mine You can't tell me that it's time No I won't define all I did was read my lines Say it ain't so I'm about to go Wash these bloodied fists of mine You can't tell me that it's time