Unending

Another endless restless day Stumbling through this foggy haze Oblivious I'm losing ground The empty bottles weigh me down Dived in, I almost made it Can't let it show that I've been faking But I can't breathe And the demon inside wants to leave Cry not lie to the inner eye Despise the ones who left the module Why do I need to sympathize My pride was left back at the barstool For lies my breath was quick and so cool Endeared by those who love the warm lights Obscured by scenes flashing the path Of searing structures and outrageous laughs Why do we try to follow steps of all those Whose only wish is hate and pain Why not just speak the truth What the hell is stopping you? Spit it out before I get it out of you Nine to five will drain my drive Despite those schemes they have sold you Nigh on guise with a bad disguise I tore those seams since that's the whole truth Shut your trap I'll take it back You broke your rails you're off the track Predisposed to all these woes I need some light to fight these foes Why do we try to follow steps of all those Whose only wish is hate and pain Why not just speak the truth What the hell is stopping you? Spit it out before I get it out of you Love me or not I can't decide I can't find the pieces of my mind The least of my worries and my woes Though nothing's inside I'll never show Clear as day as I might seem The threads are bursting at the seam Spent thousands hours under showers Of unending judgment and I'm the flower And I can't find a way Cause it just seems to stay Cause I know what I wanna be I know what I wanna see Cause I can't chase it And I don't think that I can make it Cause i can't chase it And i don't think that I will make it Why do we try Why do we try to follow steps of all those Whose only wish is hate and pain Why not just speak the truth What the hell is stopping you? Spit it out before I get it out of you I can't take this anymore Why do I try (Why do I try) I can't take this anymore Why do I try (Oh, why do I try) I can't take this anymore Why do I try (Why do I fucking try) I can't take this anymore Why do I fucking try