A million things

I never had the thoughts that control me Until something bad, left me so lonely And I want it back, I want the old me I'm trying to forget, But things just remind me There's a million things, There's a million things I could say But you never really knew that, But you never really knew I felt this way Wanna take it back, Wanna take it back to when we had it just like that, Had it right on track And I keep… Yo there's a million things I could say Happy and sad, I'm stuck in the middle so I talk to God and I pray Sorry for putting the money first I just know how they act when you ain't got it Chasing green cause I ain't got it I ain't change, I just made some changes Now all my bros think I changed People change, in exchange, accept that My bro don't ask for help it hurts me a lot I don't like when I see that I don't even care 'bout the rap Don't waste your breath don't give me feedback Remember when my girl left me (Laughing) I bet she regret that All I need is some white air forces Yeah, cause less is more I don't know why her mind goes up and down like the crypto price Life's just one big game You gotta take risks and roll the dice You see the photos on Insta But you have no clue what I'm like Cause I don't show you my personal life I do it in front of your eyes Yeah I'm on the grind staying out the way That's why I'm out of sight Remember begging the bro for shoes Now I can't decide what to wear They in disbelief But I'm a hate survivor So you know I ain't care