Stay Positive

Yeah Close friends been telling me I need to open up (why) If I ain't done it already then we ain't close enough (damn) Why would I do it? You put everybody else last It's really getting to me now, I'm feeling like the outcast I just wanna know what it's like to be winning Thought I was getting somewhere But now I'm back to the beginning Tryna, stay positive, it's hard sometimes Tryna, stay positive it's hard sometimes, look Everybody wishing that they gonna feel at home I'm surrounded by people but yet I feel alone I don't need you anymore, but I still want you here And it gets so loud, but you're the one I hear Take a hint, I wasn't talking 'bout you I was talking 'bout my money, I know we gon' make it through Money on my side, it ain't gon' cross the line I'm tryna, stay positive it's hard sometimes, look I know there's bad days, I don't feel good either Sometimes it's more than fine to say I need a breather But imma wear this smile out, like Justin Bieber 'Till I'm ascending, levitating like I'm Dua Lipa And DaBaby, boy you better pay me Every time I get up on the beat you know I'm going crazy Tryna, stay positive, but I'm really struggling So much going on it's like I'm mentally juggling Keep my emotions bottled up 'cause I don't understand it Tryna hit the ground running, it's like I never landed (nah) Got these voices in my head tryna reach out So I always push 'em back, but somehow it's like they expanded Running circles round me, don't know who to trust I start talking to the beat like "can we keep it to us?" I run around again, and you leave me in the dust It's a reoccurring pattern, now I know why I never trust Close friends been telling me I need to open up (why) If I ain't done it already then we ain't close enough (damn) Why would I do it? You put everybody else last It's really getting to me now, I'm feeling like the outcast I just wanna know what it's like to be winning Thought I was getting somewhere But now I'm back to the beginning Tryna, stay positive, it's hard sometimes Tryna, stay positive it's hard sometimes, look Everybody wishing that they gonna feel at home I'm surrounded by people but yet I feel alone I don't need you anymore, but I still want you here And it gets so loud, but you're the one I hear Take a hint, I wasn't talking 'bout you I was talking 'bout my money, I know we gon' make it through Money on my side, it ain't gon' cross the line I'm tryna, stay positive it's hard sometimes, look