no thank you, i choose life ! (demo)

I'm gonna write a happy song I don't wanna be Someone who just spreads their feelings Of misery I go get coffee on bank street To see my friends By god i'll make it to see How this one ends Cause i know I know i'm sad But there are plenty of songs to Show that you've gone mad All of my friends write About plans to off themselves I'm sorry but i can't stand To rot in that hell And yes it's sure catharsis To keep these awful habits But why should we settle to be Sadness breeding rabbits I don't wanna spread these feelings I want them to die with me I refuse to relive my traumas Through singing like it was meant to be